Tomorrow Jacob and I are attending his Fidelity BBQ. I suppose there's some sort of raffle, a three legged race, and some other blank K race... Whatevs. I'm just glad that I'm going to be spending time outside. However, if there is no one that I know there I'm not sure how much I'm going to enjoy it. I absolutely positively despise mingling. I'd rather sit down and have an intimate conversation with someone rather than... well, not doing so. I can't think of topics, I feel as though I'm being fake by pretending to care (because I force myself to care, but sometimes I just don't care about Ms. Sissy's hip dysplasia and chornic anal glad cleansing). Let's hope Jacob doesn't leave my side.
On to other news:
Today I applied for the teaching position. I am so nervous. I have to tell my bosses soon that I am trying for it. I'm secure in the fact that I made the right decision. I sought a lot of advice from people I trust and respect and they all said the same thing.. So, here's hoping that many advisors will make my vicotry sure. It's in God's hands and He can do anything He wants. Let's hope that His will is my will. I suppose I should pray for that too!
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